life tends to give you the best in life but when you leave them behind, they start to not talk to you and neglect you, start to not notice you like they did before, life is starting to treat me like that, and im starting to dislike that. maybe its time for a change im guessing.....no i wont do that, many of the people i know love the person i am and for them i can never change, i miss the friends i use to be able to see everyday in highschool, i miss them all so much i miss all the hugs and happiness i got when we use to see eachother, but now that im here in college things are changing, and i dont want that, i want them to be happy, they dont have to care anymore about me, they dont have to care where i am, or what has become of me, to them i can now be the ghost that they will never see, maybe sooner ar later we will talk again, but i doubt that will happen, i doubt i will get a hug again, maybe its a sign to stop wondering what happening with them, maybe they will be happy knowing im not around anymore, either way im not gonna be around to see or care, too much damage has happened so far and im in the middle of it, i have suffered the most, ive lost the greatest things i know, so take another gander of me when you see me, it wont be for long, im the best friend you all left behind, but you know ill always have a place in my heart for you all, no matter what happens.